For a special April Mommy

I had planned another post but today calls for a little something else.


Today's post, I dedicate to one of my April Mommies.  We have known eachother for 2 and half years, maybe longer, we have not met in real life and yet I feel her sadness in a way.  She found out her baby boy she is carrying is not fairing well at all. Many difficulties for this unborn baby and now she (and her husband) are faced with another difficult decision.

I want her to know, I'm sure she knows, that I'm keeping her in my prayers. Even now as I sit here to dedicate this to her, I can't seem to find the right words to say. Are there right words to say? Perhaps just sitting here, continuing this post lets her really know...

Our group has become so much more than just a "group." Aside from family, I can't imagine life without these Mama's. Which is why I just feel sadness right now, I can not imagine fully what this special mama is going through. After reading her news last night, Jaelon woke unexpectedly, I picked him up, sat in the rocking chair and we cuddled for a long while. Not something I normally do with him if he wakes like that. As we rocking, I couldn't help but think back to being pregnant with him. The stressful weeks spent in the hospital, being monitored everyday to make sure he was doing alright. It just seems surreal, now thinking about this mama and imagining she is feeling 20x's (or more) stress, sadness, grief.

Are these the right words to say??
I just want you know, you are not alone, I'm here for you, you are an Awesome Mama after all and WE are ALL here for you, that I know is right.

Much love, my Awesome Mama friend.